I did great until telling my family about the marker for Jean Claude. What I wanted on it. But I think that is expected to break down a little at that moment….
Then when we got home I walked quickly to the bedroom just to make sure that I confirmed that he was not asleep on his bed, not hearing us come in as his hearing was shot… and nope, he wasn’t there. His bed’s not there, just that void in the carpet where his bed was… and that was just tough and yucky, not surprising, but just confirmational of my loss. My big, stupid loss…..
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